Hello Miao, It's me, Miao.

I speak to myself. A lot. I even call out to myself by my name, just as anyone would. But I stop at naming myself as a third person when speaking to someone else. Eg. "Miao is out of her mind." I simply do not have the cosmic powers to leave my body and speak of myself as a third person (its quite freaky if you ask me).

Recently, this trait has magnifested itself into a daily affair. Deep in the silence of the mid-day work day, when everyone is busily engrossed in his/her work, out will come a voice of exasperation, "Why??!!"

Ah, I have encounted something out of the ordinary, things are not going as well as they should, and I start to question myself. Fortunately, I do not speak to myself too loudly (as my mouth is but a short distance away from my ears), but I have a gut feeling that my neighbour knows. I see him peering at me each time that happens.

I love questioning myself. Eg."Why on earth did you do that??!!" and "Are you out of your mind??!!" But I am a rather passive person, I never quite got around answering myself. On other times, I get rather stern, "Miao! Wake up!"

I am not psychotic (I'm also on medication for self-denial), but I believe that I am my own best friend. So who better to question and lecture me than I?

Ok Miao, time for bed.